aku frust bangat. korang penah x rasa frust? frust menonggeng? aku rasa word 'frust' tu memang dah melekat kat hati aku. ntah apa yang aku tunggu ntah. kalo org laen mesti dah cabut. dah la memang x nampak ape2 kebaikan or kelebihan yang akan aku dapat. lagi susah ade la. tapi aku still tunggu n support. aku ni memang bodo tahap cipan terbang, cipan pon x terbang tp aku terbang. perlu ke aku tunggu? aku rasa cam nak blah je. blah trus, macam xde pape blaku. jangan harap la nak cari2 aku lagi. ok x? memang la x baek. tp korg bukan tau apa yg aku rasa. haih~ susah la jadi org yg sensitip neh. strategi aku, jauh sikit2. korg paham x? xpaham sudah. biar aku je paham. skng ni pon dah 3 minggu x jumpa. tunggu sampai sebulan, then 2 bulan, setahun, 2 tahun. aku pindah cyber nanti lagi la susah. yeshhhh.

"aku kecewa kerna seorang sahabat, perlu ke persahabatan itu dalam hidup aku?"

wiken yg busan. melepak di ofis, layan you tube. cari lagu fav aku, hands held high by LP. xde official video clip lg. tp mostly org letak gamba2 perang kt Iraq. tp sume side US soldiers. so aku wat another version. version aku. version rakyat Iraq. version Umat Islam.




Turn my mic up louder I got to say somethin.
Lightweights step it aside when we come in
Feel it in your chest, the syllables get pumpin
People on the street they panic and start running.
Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming.
I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme i'm dumping.
Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and
Jump when they tell us that they wanna to see jumping.
F**k that, I wanna see some fist pumping.
risk something, take back what's yours
say something that you know they might attack you for
cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before
like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for.
Like this war's really just a different brand of war.
Like it doesn't cater to rich and abandon poor.
Like they understand you in the back of the jet,
when you can't put gas in your tank,
and these f**kers are laughing their way to the bank,
cashing the check asking you to have compassion,
AND have SOME respect for a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
in the living room laughing like "what did he say?"

Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen

In my living room watching, I am not laughing,
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen
The world is cold, the bold men take action
have to react or get blown into fractions.
Ten years old, it's something to see,
another kid my age drug under a jeep,
taken and bound, and found later under a tree,
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me.
Do you see, the soldiers, they're out today they
Brush the dust from bullet proof vests away.
It's ironic, at times like this you pray
but a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.
There's bombs on the buses, bikes, roads,
inside your market,your shops, your clothes,
My dad, He's got a lot of fear I know
but enough pride inside not to let that show.
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine.
On the back, he hand wrote a quote inside:
"when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die"
And meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"

Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen

With hands held high into a sky so blue
as the ocean opens up to swallow you.

With hands held high into a sky so blue
as the ocean opens up to swallow you.

With hands held high into a sky so blue
as the ocean opens up to swallow you.

With hands held high into a sky so blue
as the ocean opens up to swallow you.

aku baca blog sorg mamat ni tadi. pasal hindraf.

"On the other hand, our politicians plays another game with the Malays by inciting (menghasut) them that Indians are being racist and trying to undertake the privileges given to them. “The anger of the Malays is under control” and “Kami tidak akan teragak-agak untuk mengambil parang” both of these headlined statement given by the racist political crooks, who were blaming that Hindraf is racist. The purpose for those statements is, to boost up the spirit of the Malays to against Hindraf as well as Indians and grow the anger of Indians against the Malays. I just get to know that inciting is also a part of a politician’s job.

For the Malaysians, please do not let yourself fooled by the political tricks of the politicians. We are matured and educated enough to judge the truth and lies. Hindraf have approached in a peaceful way, but the politicians of the ruling government who are scared of losing their seats, have blamed them and charge them with irrelevant cases. Last but not least, again I would like to insist that don’t let yourself confused, Hindraf and the followers are not against the Malays brothers and sisters. We are against the government (including MIC) who are being so cruel and discriminating the Indian community. Don’t simply believe the words of the politicians, better to be named as liars. Now we have realized the reality behind our government and their nasty games, one day you people (BN fanatic supporters) will also realize it."

erm, aku bkn penyokong sape2, n mmg tahu ahli politik n media mmg suka memutar belitkan cerita. if kita dulu, lahir dalam bangsa india, mesti kita jugak rasa apa yang diorg rasa. n, sebelum kes hindraf ni lagi, banyak lagi kes yang melibatkan rakyat yang x puas hati kat kerajaan. so, xkan xbleh nampak benda ni salah siapa. kalau semua menteri, pegawai, kerani hatta driver kat dalam kerajaan tu wat kerja betul2, bukan asik makan rasuah n fikirkan kepentingan diorg sendiri je, benda ni xkan jadi. insaf la weh. dunia ini hanya sementara. senang kat dunia x semestinya senang kat akhirat. wallahualam.

aku kena g exam 22hb ni kat ipoh. exam pgawai kawalan trafik udara. popkon pon dpt gak exam neh. disebabkan post ni menarek, aku nk wat btol2. harapnya aku wat btol2 yg btol2 la, bukan cakap je. cis. bak kata housemate aku, boleh berkenalan ngan pilot. btol jgk tu. muahahaha

semalam 10hb jan besamaan 1 Muharam 1429. selamat menyambut awal Muharam + Maal Hijrah + happy birthday to encik zuliras. tp time kita hepi2, ada yg tgh bersedey. smlm aku berada di rumah seorg sahabat, encik yat. ayah beliau telah pulang ke rahmatullah pd 9 jan, jam 6ptg. aku, kak huda n kak wafa, gamble drive g Bm mlm tu jugak. smpi rumah dia kul 3 pagi. sampi2 tido la. watpe lg. bgn kul 5 lebey. gila xbley tido. mandi, subuh, bc yasin, tlg pape yg patut, gerak cari bunga ngan air mineral ngan yat, blk smbung keje blk bla bla bla...sampai la lepas jenazah dikebumikan, dlm kul 12 kot, baru aku sedar aku x makan ape2 dr pagi melaenkan air kosong n air kelapa yg dibelanja yat. aku yat n faez kemudiannya melepak di tepi kubur. tempat yg ala2 taman rekreasi gitu.

pulang ke kl, gerak kul 2lebey. sampai rumah nk dkt kul 8. sblom tu smpt makan satey dulu. makan sampai kembong. balik tmbang berat, naek 1 kilo. cis.

kepada encik yat, perjalanan hidup kita masih panjang. live ur life to the fullest.

ok. aku dh lama sgt x update blog. suke ati la kan. time ada mood je baru update. new year x wat pape pon. mlm td lepak ngan yat n arshad kat sunway piramid. siot tol diorg. bukan nak amek aku. gigih aku berjalan ke sana. layan muvie - national treasure 2. b4 tu yat belikan aku wrist support berbentuk katak@buayasempena bday aku yg dah 2 bulan. muahahah. kalo ada bende pink tu dah lama aku amek.

kuar2 jalan nmpak basah. hujan rupa2nya. kesian kpd mereka2 yg melayan bunga api. kejap je sbb pastu ujan. sampi rumah kul 2.40 kot. muvie tu lama siot. 2 jam stengah. siang tu lak, masak laksa bersama housemates. makan. layan tido balik. sampi petang. berakhirlah 1hb jan 2008 dgn jayanya.